I'm sorry Aina :')


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalammualaikum.

I don't know where I should start and how I should word my apology to make you believe the guilt. I'm dealing with right now. Whatever happened yesterday was the stupidest thing any boy would do. I had just lost control over what I was saying. Now that I think of what happened, it's really something I feel horrible about. Hmm

How do I say the words "I'm sorry" when I know that words are not enough? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know I can't forgive myself?

Sayang, i really love you, need you, wants you to light up my world. I know you are upset with what happened but I also want you to know how I feel. You mean the whole world to me and I really get sad when you are hurt. I'm sorry for the mistakes I have made and I promise not to repeat them and try not to make any new ones in our future.

I'm trying to improve on the bad qualities and habits I have which hurt you. I think you are the best girl for me. For the mistakes I have made I'm learning the hard way all of it taught me something what it would take for me to be the best man in your life. You mean a lot to me and I just can't afford to lose you. 

Dear Aina Sahira,

I'm sorry for the fights that we'll get into. I'm sorry for making you cry. I'm sorry if I act childish sometimes. I'm sorry if I'm a pain in the ass sometimes and I'm sorry for everything that I'll do to make you unhappy. I thank you for all the smiles that you'll bring me all the happiness you can give me. I thank you for being there for when I need you the most. Thank you for brightening up my day sayang. I really just want to be with you right at that moment and know that I just want to be in your arms. I don't need you to kiss me every minute like how some couples are because I'd rather you just surprise me. I won't fall for my ex cause I know how much you'd hate that and why would I want them when I have you? I just hope that you can do the same. The hardest thing is please don't let me go. 

Your Heart
Danial 

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